Take all the time you need. I live in a large house with a pool, had kids and sometimes felt and still feel, desperately alone and lonely. And I’m married. I am also a writer. I also had a somewhat traumatic childhood and have had depression. But I have built a rich and full life, and now at 67 am trying to publish my first novel. What I’m trying to say is this can pass, and life can be different. We are here supporting you, and will be here to read your brilliant, insightful, tender, honest writing when you return. And you will. Xo
I divorced in my early 30's with one child. I felt so alone in spite of having a loving supportive family. I thought my dreams were over and I'd never have more children or feel loved again. It was an extremely dark time in my life. I didn't really know who I was, I hadn't really been by myself long enough to know. Take this time to be by yourself, start to discover your true authentic self. If nothing else, this time will remove the influences of others that might be muddling your journey. This will open you to many opportunities you hadn't previously considered. I also feel when you know your true self and stick to it, the right person will come to you. The person who is easy to be with and loves you for who you really are, because that is who they are seeing! I've been remarried for 26 years, now with 3 grown children. I have a beautiful life with everything i always thought i wanted. My husband fell in love with the "real" me, the good and the bad. I never feel lonely now and I am so glad I took that time years ago to be alone and shed the part of me that was trying to be someone for someone else. I promise you that it is possible. It's also NEVER too late to make a change to be happy... you deserve it, we all do! Someday you will look back on this time in your life and be so thankful you got to experience it because it made you the person you were truly meant to be. It's not easy, but it's definitely worth it.
Take all the time you need. I live in a large house with a pool, had kids and sometimes felt and still feel, desperately alone and lonely. And I’m married. I am also a writer. I also had a somewhat traumatic childhood and have had depression. But I have built a rich and full life, and now at 67 am trying to publish my first novel. What I’m trying to say is this can pass, and life can be different. We are here supporting you, and will be here to read your brilliant, insightful, tender, honest writing when you return. And you will. Xo
🥰🥰🥰🥰 We will always be here.
Being amazed by how you’re able to hold your body up is real. Thanks for sharing that.😭 hang in
You are part of nature which ebbs and flows. Not every season is for harvesting. You’re doing better than you think or feel.
This is absolutely gorgeous writing ♥️ such a powerful read, your voice is always so compelling
Take care of yourself! We’re here for you. Xx
We will be here when you return! 🤍
Beautiful, engaging and heart felt writing. Can’t wait for when you return but happy to wait as you move through this time in your life.
I divorced in my early 30's with one child. I felt so alone in spite of having a loving supportive family. I thought my dreams were over and I'd never have more children or feel loved again. It was an extremely dark time in my life. I didn't really know who I was, I hadn't really been by myself long enough to know. Take this time to be by yourself, start to discover your true authentic self. If nothing else, this time will remove the influences of others that might be muddling your journey. This will open you to many opportunities you hadn't previously considered. I also feel when you know your true self and stick to it, the right person will come to you. The person who is easy to be with and loves you for who you really are, because that is who they are seeing! I've been remarried for 26 years, now with 3 grown children. I have a beautiful life with everything i always thought i wanted. My husband fell in love with the "real" me, the good and the bad. I never feel lonely now and I am so glad I took that time years ago to be alone and shed the part of me that was trying to be someone for someone else. I promise you that it is possible. It's also NEVER too late to make a change to be happy... you deserve it, we all do! Someday you will look back on this time in your life and be so thankful you got to experience it because it made you the person you were truly meant to be. It's not easy, but it's definitely worth it.
You are an incredible writer. If you want to write the dark parts, go ahead. If you don't, do not. I'll read it all. xo
One day at a time, ma belle amie. Let’s do your chart and transits. Have you still got my email? ❤️
It’s hannah@hannahstella.com it’s easier for me to just write it here ofc
Yes would love that! I can’t find your email but mine is listed here please email me! Xx
Hang in there and continue taking care of yourself.
Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing a small window into your deepest thoughts. It spoke to my heart. One day at a time 🤍
Sending love and light Hannah💛